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About jwtn

Born again Christian, political conservative, who loves America. Object of this blog site is to give hope and educate on the Bible, Founding Fathers, and America’s Constitution. I agree with T.D. Jakes that America has become the most illiterate in Bible scripture in all of history, but also in America’s history. Hoping this blog, will help those who seek. For we are to use what we went through in this life. He did not get us through things to edify self and sit back but to give all the glory to Jesus. Without hope, we have nothing. My testimony is on my sites. My full blog post listing:

Unanswered, Does Not God Hear Me?



Unanswered, does your prayer remain,                                                                                                   Though oft with tears you plead?                                                                                                                 And watch and wait and wonder if                                                                                                           God does not care or heed?                                                                                                           Unanswered? Well, perhaps, dear heart,                                                                                                   You may have asked amiss;                                                                                                                            Is it God’s glory that you seek,                                                                                                                     Or selfish avarice?

___Annie Woodworth___


And He spake a parable unto them to this end, that men ought always to pray, and not to faint.

Why is it that God does not give to us the very first time we ask Him, the things that we ask of Him?  The answer is plain: God would do more for us, and better for us than to merely give us that thing.  He would do us the far greater good of training us into persistent faith.  The things that we get by our other forms of effort than payer to God, do not always become  ours the first time we make an effort to get them; for our own good, God compels us to be persistent in our effort, and just so God does not always give us what we ask in prayer the first time we pray.  Just as He would train us to be strong men and women along the other lines of effort, so also He would train to be and make us to be strong men and women of prayer by compelling us to pray hard for the best things.  He compels us to “Pray through,”

___R.A. Torrey___


It is good, I find, to persevere in attempts to pray,  If I cannot pray with perseverance or continue long in my addresses to the Divine Being, I have found that the more I do in secret prayer the more I have delight to do, and have enjoyed more of the spirit of prayer; and frequently I have found the contrary, when by journeying or otherwise, I have been deprived of retirement,.

___David Brainerd___


If we are to be in the “Holy Spirit” when we pray, and praise Him ALWAYS, when we pray, and ALWAYS give HIM all the glory.  In doing so, then why are our prayers not granted?  Prayers must be activated by faith.  And remember you cannot say the Lord’s Prayer and ever once say “I”. It is not MY will but THINE. The Bible contains so many specific and explicit directions regarding prayer, as well as promises.


Do we have a critical spirit?  Do we sometimes feel the Holy Spirit is not with us or in church, when others’ feel His presence?  Ephesians 8:11 tells how He gifts His church.  And He gave some, Apostles, some Prophets, and some Evangelists, and some Pastors. One of the purpose of the “gifts” of the spirit is for the perfecting of the Saints, for the work of the Ministry, for edifying of the Body of Christ. Eph 4:12   vs. 14 That we henceforth be no more children tossed to and fro, and carried about with every wind of doctrine, by the sleight of men and cunning craftiness, whereby they lie in wait to deceive.  Which is why a prophet has to be ordained by God, and through your church, elders and Pastors.  You cannot just blatantly yell something out disrupting a service, if it does not flow with the spirit of God.  Else false prophets can be allowed to blare out that which is not only a distraction to the service, not the real word of God and HIS will.   For what you tolerate you cannot change.  Proverbs 16:2 All the ways of a man are clean in his OWN eyes, but, the Lord weighs by the “spirit”!  Proverbs 27:2 Let another man praise you and not your own mouth, a stranger and not your own lips.  Matthew 7:15 Beware of false prophets, which come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ravening wolves.  Some are Satan’s greatest weapon’s.  Which is why a church has to have discipline during a service.

Vs 16 Ye shall know them by their fruits.  Wherefore if they harbor hates, are discontent, always finding fault, always, I, my , me… They are not of God but, self.


God is never unreasonable or irrational.  He is also never illogical.  And if God gave every individual every answer to every prayer that might pop into his head, the world would be filled almost immediately with anarchy, chaos, and confusion.  He also will never grant a prayer if it would hurt another person, or stir up more strife. It is HIS timetable not ours.  That is why too, as I have written on this blog, on enemies, we are always to pray for them, and pray blessings on them and forgive them.  Those things get us out of our hates, doldrums, and self.  Then it is lifted from us and the burden lies with the enemy.  Sounds simple, but, it’s hard, but it works.  And you’ll feel your spirit lighten.  In other words let go and let God.  How I’ve learned through the years…and sometimes, through a lot of reprimand. For I took correction.



You cannot say the Lord’s Prayer and ever one say “I”;

You cannot pray the Lord’s Prayer and ever once say “my”;

Nor can you pray the Lord’s Pray and not pray for one another,

For when you ask for daily bread you must include your brother;

For “others” are included in each and every plea,

From beginning to the end of it, it does not every once say”me.”

___Author Unknown__



I cannot say, “our,” if I live in a watertight spiritual compartment; if I think a special place in         heaven is reserved for my denomination.

I cannot say, “Father,” if I do not demonstrate the relationship in my daily life.

I cannot say, “Which art in Heaven, “If I am so occupied with earth that I am not laying up treasure over there.

I cannot say, “Hallowed be thy name”, if I, who am called by His name, am not holy.

I cannot say, “Thy will be done,” if I am questioning, resentful, or disobedient to His will for me.

I cannot say, “Give us this day our daily bread,” if I am living on past experiences.

I cannot say, “forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors,” if I harbor a grudge against anyone.

I cannot say, “lead us not into temptation,” if I deliberately place myself or remain in a position where I am likely to be tempted.

I cannot say, “Deliver us from evil,” if I am not prepared to fight it in the spiritual realm with the weapon of prayer.

I cannot say, “Thine is the Kingdom,” if I don’t give the King the disciplined obedience of a loyal subject.

I cannot say, Thine is the…glory,,” If I am seeking glory for myself.

I cannot say, “Forever,” if my horizons are bond of things of time.

I cannot say, “Amen, “ if I do not also add, “Cost what it may,” for to say this prayer honestly…will cost everything,

___Brother W.M. Gass__   (Acts29)



The day slipped by and time was spent.                                                                                                     And all the good things that I meant                                                                                                         To do were let undone because                                                                                                                    I had no time to stop and pause,                                                                                                                  But rushed about, went here and there,                                                                                                  Did this and that, was everywhere. I had no time to kneel and pray.                                                    I had no time to meditate.                                                                                                                              On worthwhile things, no time to wait                                                                                                Upon the Lord and hear Him say;                                                                                                               “Well done, my child,” at close of day.                                                                                                       And so I wonder, after all,                                                                                                                     When life is o’er and I hear the call                                                                                                               To meet my Savior in the sky,                                                                                                                       Where saints live and never die,                                                                                                                  If I will find one soul I’ve won                                                                                                                       To Christ by some small deed I’ve done,                                                                                                 Or will I hang my had and whine,                                                                                                              “Forgive me, Lord, I had no time”?

—Mrs. Herbert Bell—



Oh, Father God, as I pray and seek your face,                                                                                    How wonderful thou art and how I yearn for you everlasting grace,                                                    We have so much to be thankful for in this great land of ours,                                                              And yet, we’re never satisfied, for our hunger is not yours,                                                              For you desire us to be longing  for your word,                                                                                    When the things of the world take our time and lure,                                                                            The false piety we need to rid, to come back to the Cross,                                                                    And seek your face in humility too, lest we stay forever lost.

—J E Worthen 2002—


***”Waiting” implies a time of conquering, controlling, disciplining the restless spirit, quieting ourselves, being silent with a holy, spiritual silence, and just being in His presence. “Be still and know that I am God,” is a quote from God to David found in Psalms 46:10  Stop, be quiet, wait in His presence and upon God, not mere daydreaming, but total concentration and quietness.” Ps 119:148

**Excerpts from JSM old prayer manual



Race, Hate, Then And Now


First I cannot believe what has happened to my America..I am heartsick. I saw the video on Fox, and David Duke’s bunch was threatening too. He is as evil as any Commie on the left. So is the KKK. And I’ll tell you one thing,..all those Duke nationalists, wearing Crosses, on their backs? You think Hate gets you to Heaven? They are all going to hell.

I’m sick of all this race in America. Now David Duke is Tweeting Trump to defend him? Evil is evil Hate is hate whether its ISIS, David Duke and the KKK, or Maxine Waters, sharpton, and the Black left caucus, or the Black Panthers packing; PERIOD! I have a Black Grandson, and I love my him at 24. I have Black friends, on here; and at church. I’m sick of this in my America.

God help America with all that is going on.  All this hate, Lord, help us all in America HEAL.  60 years I’ve seen hate. At 18 right on the steps of West High School before I graduated.  One of our graduate Black students came back to school on leave in his Air Force uniform, to visit the football coaches.  I was going down the stairs, and I said , “Hi, how are you..” And some little short twit of a freshman called me a “N—–” lover. I was 18..shy, not outspoken as now.  I don’t think I ever told anyone, even my mother. But, I’ll tell you one thing, at 78 years old, I will NEVER forget the look that came over his face and I hope he made it to Heaven.  Such discrimination in the Services then too. Now? It is WORSE than back then.  We have as Trump says, groups on BOTH SIDES.   The Soros side and Obama side is becoming violent.

It is NOT THE ANSWER.  In the 60’s married with 3 babies, I watched JFK, the debates with Gore Vidal and William F. Buckley, Jr…(All on YouTube)…I voted for Kennedy then. He was pro life , a catholic, and other than his womanizing, was a good man. I would have marched with Dr. king.  Yes, I was political back then too, learning..Now, the democratic party doesn’t stand for anything, except tearing this country apart.  GOD HEAR OUR PRAYERS AND HELP THIS PRESIDENT HEAL THIS COUNTRY.  “IF MY PEOPLE”…WELL, YOUR PEOPLE ARE CRYING OUT. SAW ON FB my unsaved Black grandson, now is playing around with Black Lives Matter.  God, I come against this, in Jesus name.  He needs salvation, not Soros’ Commie group.  THINE Will be done, with John Conyers, Maxine Waters, Al Sharpton, and the rest of the Black caucus in Washington.  Help them see the TRUTH. And let me tell the media something too, all your screaming to be heard, interrupting others is NOT having a debate. A proper real intellectual debate was like Vidal and Buckly, Jr. They had intellect and could put someone down with words the other person didn’t even know the definition of.

60 years and all you hear from the Black Caucus is race race race. Then I shared the piece on White slaves from Britain, Ireland, and Scotland brought here way before Black slaves. Yes we are ALL children of God. My God is a God of love. This is not my America. Lord heal this nation in Jesus name. Let us show love, mercy, and grace. GOD BLESS AMERICA. MELT OUR HEARTS LORD. As the President said, “We all bleed the same color blood.”

I think back to my younger years, in my early teens when I discovered Ella.  Lord, God, I pray my Ella Fitzgerald is singing away in Heaven, and made it.  How I loved that lady, and had the privilege of seeing her perform 7 times.  The last time at the Americana in NYC. In 1973, I saw Duke Ellington, at a small dinner place, now closed in NH.  He died some 4 years later.  He came over at intermission and kissed my right hand as a gentleman. The chords he played, his arrangements.  He was a genius in jazz. I fell in love with all these jazz singers and musicians at only 13, and ended 8 years of classical piano.  I never saw color.  I only heard “sound!”  I don’t to this day understand all this hate. I listened as a young girl to Billie Holliday singing “Strange Fruit”, “Black men hanging on a poplar tree, strange fruit”..and all the pain resonating from her voice.  In my early teens I knew.

Al Sharpton, Obama, Jesse Jackson, John Conyers, and all the Black caucus in Washington. Are you happy?  For 8 years, I saw all your hatred of us White people.  Even Obama, in your own words from your own book, talking about your grandmother. You mocked us, belittled us, made your sarcastic remarks, threw everything, in our faces including your loathing of Christianity.  You jammed Communism down our throats, God, you even sent the Statue of Winston Churchill back to Britain.  But little did you know, (or ignored) that in all your bowing to Arab leaders who never respected you, all your taking of Soros money for your left organizations, that there was in fact White slavery here in America way before any Black slavery.  You never wanted known?  To what end? Obliterate history, all the wrongs, pull down the statutes and change history. You want Black rule instead of being equal.  To what end?   White Supremacy, or Black Supremacy, what is the difference in race hate?  Someone ALWAYS will get hurt.

White Cargo, White Slaves in America, before Black:

You never preached love, not once, until this week after Charlotte, VA. Do you not bear any responsibility?  In your 8 years of Presidency, Chicago got worse, more murders thanks to your friend Rahm Emanuel, Mayor do nothing. All the hate, all the blame game.  Well, guess what? We the people who voted for this President you hate, are fighting back.  We see and know the truths of all your community organizing.  God once young, that sounded good. But, we are not nor ever will be a Communist nation. We get it.  And if our Republicans don’t step up to the plate and back President Trump, we will make darn sure they are voted out for someone who will get something done.

And your friend and Hillary’s George Soros, is to me the most evil man in all of history.  A Jew who is Godless, a Communist, who helped Hitler and Nazi party kill other Jews? Tell me Obama how low does one have to stoop?  (Real name Schwartz).  I know one thing. One day, he will stand on that Great White Judgment Seat of God Almighty, as you all.  And be judged, and cast into the pit of hell for ever and ever.  THAT is a consolation.  God loves us all who are sinners, but this man long crossed over the line, and like Esau in the Bible, who was the only one God said, HIM do I hate in the whole Bible, I know that I know that I know, God hates this man Soros.  So you see, one day soon, he will meet his match.  God help all of you. And THAT is your legacy!



Ku Klux Klan. Neo Nazi’s, White Nationalists, Racist Skinheads, New Confederate, Black Separatist, Anti-LGBT, Anti-Muslim, General hates..

Then you have all the all the left groups mostly paid by Soros. Center for American Progress, Media-access for 527’s, Media Fund, Media matters, (all our cable fake news), CREW digging up dirt, Citizens for Responsibility and Ethics in Washington &Ethics…(You have to be kidding). Hollywood Organizations, American Votes…ie concerts, media.  Vast Funding, along with Soros’ Open Society and Democracy Alliance.  Social Tech. Movement, Move All Communist –Socialists.  Want a One World Order, want UN control, and no more Constitution. In other words out to destroy America and every darned thing we stood for including FREEDOM!

And if “that” wasn’t bad enough, look at who these top exec’s are married to on our “fake” left wing news stations.  If a picture is worth a thousand words, this one says it all!

A professor Benjamin Ginsberg, from John Hopkins, said this: “Civil Service rules have to be changed (to Progressives) they used and weakened parties to control elections, as civil service can destroy by not being able to fire.”

This is when the name calling and tagging take place.  Do you realize that Iceland now has eradicated Down Syndrom, through abortion?  I mean my God, that’s like Hitler did killing Jews. That’s what Margaret Sanger did, trying to eradicate the Black race, which is why all her planned Parenthood offices where in or near poor Black neighborhoods.  From a  Black preacher in New Jersey,  I had a friend Arlene I’d known for years.  How I admired her, She and her husband had 2 Down Syndrome girls.  Watched her like a general when she had A back sprain in bed. Bible , phone book…all next to her if she needed.  She loved her girls. And I thank God for Sarah Palin too.  It is murder.  I don’t care what you call it. God calls it murder. Are we God? Well, Hitler thought he was too, until he like a coward took a gun to his head before our troops moved in. Now…another group. And before I start, I’m a follower of Geert Wilders from the Netherlands.  And Germany never learned their lesson.  I’m German. part English.  How ashamed I was a child in the 40’s of being German. All because of a madman named Adolf Hitler. I got over it. And my maternal grandmother’s maiden name was Schneider, so Praise God, I might have Jewish royalty in my blood.  Jesus was a Jew!

Regarding Charlotte Va, here is an excerpt from Ben Stein from the American Spectator: Whose Side is He On?

Good for him for taking the hard way out and defending the constitution.

Now for a few words about the Confederate statues contretemps in various states.

  1. I wonder how many of the counter-protesters at the Charlottesville event even had any idea who Robert E. Lee was. He was a major hero of the Mexican-American War. He fought for the Confederacy against the Union, but at the time he did it, it was not illegal. Slavery was — while 100 percent evil — completely protected by law as of 1861. When Lee went to work to defend his native Virginia, he was not violating any law.

In fact, at no time did the Supreme Court rule that secession was unconstitutional. To the contrary, when the Supreme Court moved towards declaring secession lawful, President Lincoln, in violation of every lawful principle, threatened to have Roger Taney, the Chief Justice, arrested and jailed. He had already used federal troops to arrest much of the Maryland state legislature to keep Maryland from seceding. Again, this was an unequivocal violation of the Constitution. And when a court ordered the legislators released under habeas corpus, Lincoln simply ignored the order.

When the Army of Northern Virginia surrendered at Appomattox Court House in the spring of 1865, some officers of Lee’s Army suggested an ongoing guerrilla campaign against the Union. Lee absolutely vetoed the idea, saying that enough blood had been shed and that it was time to bind up the wounds of war.

This photo of Trump, when he was a Democrat..he’d won an award..he’s racist?

Now comes Islam…and I have so much on this blog on Islam, from the loins of Abraham and his handmaiden (slave) Hagar…Ishmael.  And from Ishmael up to Esau, and Mohamad.

Rise of Islam and Groups:

Muslim Brotherhood Muslim Brotherhood in America
Muslim Brotherhood UK Muslim Brotherhood Europe
Hitler Islam Muslims in Germany


Muslim Brotherhood In America

Muslim Brotherhood in America has reached penetration phase 3 (see Spread of Islam).

Like the Muslim Brotherhood in Europe and UK, the Muslim Brotherhood in America operates front groups among which its leaders, most of them US-educated, rotate to avoid detection, litigation and/or prosecution.

The first Muslim Brotherhood organization in America was the Muslim Students Association (MSA), founded in the early 1960s at the University of Illinois. MSA spread quickly across American college campus and spawned Muslim professional groups when their leaders graduated and entered professional life. The founders of most Muslim Brotherhood groups in America can be traced back to the MSA.

Other prominent Muslim Brotherhood groups in America include the Council on American-Islamic Relations (CAIR), whose chapters across America conduct the ground game, including by threatening or bringing lawsuits to towns, companies and individuals; the U.S. Council of Muslim Organizations (USCMO), which is an umbrella political group through which the Muslim Brotherhood lobbies and influences American lawmakers and government agencies (see Islamization of America); the North American Islamic Trust (NAIT), which is the funnel through which Saudi oil money is used to build mosques and Islamic schools across America; and the Islamic Society of North America (ISNA).

The most notorious Muslim Brotherhood front group in the United States was the Texas-based and deceptively-named Holy Land Foundation (HLF), formerly the largest Muslim charity in America. In late 2008, HLF and its officers were convicted of financing Hamasand sentenced for up to 65 years in prison.

The alphabet soup below is a partial list of the Muslim Brotherhood front organizations and affiliates in America. The major ones are in bold-face. Those on the prosecutor’s list ofunindicted co-conspirators of HLF to be prosecuted next are highlighted:

•  American Muslim Council (AMC)
•  American Trust Publications (ATP)
•  Americans for Constructive Engagement (AMCE)
•  Association of Muslim Scientists and Engineers (AMSE)
•  Association of Muslim Social Scientists (AMSS)
•  Audio-Visual Center (AVC)
•  Baitul Mal, Inc. (BMI)
•  Council on American Islamic Relations (CAIR)
•  Fiqh Council of North America (FCNA)
•  Foundation for International Development (FID)
•  Holy Land Foundation (HLF) 
•  Islamic Association for Palestine (IAP)
•  Islamic Book Service (IBS)
•  Islamic Centers Division (ICD)
•  Islamic Circle of North America (ICNA)
•  Islamic Education Department (IED)
•  Islamic Free Market Institute (IFMI)
•  Islamic Housing Cooperative (IHC)
•  Islamic Information Center (IIC).
•  Islamic Medical Association (IMA)
•  Islamic Society of North America (ISNA)
•  Islamic Teaching Center (ITC)
•  International Institute for Islamic Thought (IIIT)
•  Malaysian Islamic Study Group (MISG)
•  Mercy International Association (MIA)
•  Muslim Alliance in North America (MANA)
•  Muslim American Society (MAS)
•  Muslim Arab Youth Association (MAYA)
•  Muslim Businessmen Association (MBA)
•  Muslim Communities Association (MCA)
•  Muslim Legal Fund of America (MLFA)
•  Muslim Public Affairs Council (MPAC)
•  Muslim Student Association (MSA)
•  Muslim Ummah of North America (MUNA)
•  Muslim Youth of North America (MYNA)
•  North American Islamic Trust (NAIT)
•  Occupied Land Fund (OLF)
•  United Association for Studies and Research (UASR)
•  U.S. Council of Muslim Organizations (USCMO)

Related:  How to Stop Islam and refute “Islamophobia

A good question.  How do we stop All the hate groups in America?  God help us. Here is an article by Billie Graham Association.  What do we as conservative Christians do?  PRAY…BUT STAY INVOLVED!   He said;  “If we ever needed guidance, if we ever needed stability, if we ever needed strength, if we ever needed faith, if we ever needed integrity, if we ever needed righteousness, if we ever needed a Heaven-sent revival, it is at the present hour.

We need a revival of Christian faith, of Christian experience, of God-consciousness. God has said, “If My people … seek My face” (2 Chronicles 7:14). If we will rediscover that He is holy, righteous, real, absolute and personal, and that He is a God of love and mercy, then this reality will be transferred to the world and revival can come.

The church holds the key. It is within our grasp. Will we rise to the challenge? Will we dare pay the price? The supply of Heaven is adequate for the demands of our spiritually starved world. Will we fail to offer that supply?”   God your people are crying out to you against all this hate.  Differences we can handle…but, hates?  I hope and pray everyone who reads this, learns, and understands we have to keep our history. THAT is how we learn never to repeat the same mistakes.  I pray for my President and that you Lord give him wisdom and strength, for what lies ahead.  He did not CAUSE this in office for only 6 mos.  He inherited this mess.  YOU Lord chose this man to serve you and lead us.  I bind you Satan out of our White House, with all your imps, minions, and evil doers be bound in the name of Jesus by the blood on the CROSS.  Be gone out of our American policies, and out of our House, Senate, and White House.  Lord God RAISE your President up to do things YOUR way giving YOU the glory Lord, in every deed.   Wake those in the House and Senate up, whether Democrat or Republican.  I glory in your presence Lord, for I am nothing only your vessel and I give you all the glory.  Thank you Jesus, and  I pray you convict all the unsaved to come to the Cross.  I love my Lord, and I love America, where my Revolutionary ancestor served as Major with his 4 sons.  Thank you Jesus.  Please all who read be blessed and use restraint and wisdom.

In other words, I WANT AMERICA BACK IN UNITY…LOVE…PATRIOTISM, as we are all equal, under the blood of our Creator who made us in HIS image. God help us, do not desert us, answer our prayers. End the hate!


George Soros as a young Nazi (Real name Scwartz)


Postscript:  Add another group. The American Communist Party as those arrested in Charlotsville VA were a part of. Who also is involved with Black lives Matter.  Soros you did your job well.  Such evil.

The Forgotten History of Britain’s White Slaves in America

I came across this article that appeared in Freedom Outpost by Janet Levy.  I wonder how many of you knew about this?  There is so much racism out there by the left wing media and politicians, that I thought it important to repost, because in fact they were NOT the first slaves, Whites were!

JANET LEVY — JULY 31, 2017

“Slavery in America, typically associated with blacks from Africa, was an enterprise that began with the shipping of more than 300,000 white Britons to the colonies. This little-known history is fascinatingly recounted in White Cargo (New York University Press, 2007). Drawing on letters, diaries, ship manifests, court documents, and government archives, authors Don Jordan and Michael Walsh detail how thousands of whites endured the hardships of tobacco farming and lived and died in bondage in the New World.

Following the cultivation in 1613 of an acceptable tobacco crop in Virginia, the need for labor accelerated. Slavery was viewed as the cheapest and most expedient way of providing the necessary work force. Due to harsh working conditions, beatings, starvation, and disease, survival rates for slaves rarely exceeded two years. Thus, the high level of demand was sustained by a continuous flow of white slaves from England, Ireland, and Scotland from 1618 to 1775, who were imported to serve America’s colonial masters.

These white slaves in the New World consisted of street children plucked from London’s back alleys, prostitutes, and impoverished migrants searching for a brighter future and willing to sign up for indentured servitude. Convicts were also persuaded to avoid long sentences and executions on their home soil by enslavement in the British colonies. The much maligned Irish, viewed as savages worthy of ethnic cleansing and despised for their rejection of Protestantism, also made up a portion of America’s first slave population, as did Quakers, Cavaliers, Puritans, Jesuits, and others.

Around 1618 at the start of their colonial slave trade, the English began by seizing and shipping to Virginia impoverished children, even toddlers, from London slums. Some impoverished parents sought a better life for their offspring and agreed to send them, but most often, the children were sent despite their own protests and those of their families. At the time, the London authorities represented their actions as an act of charity, a chance for a poor youth to apprentice in America, learn a trade, and avoid starvation at home. Tragically, once these unfortunate youngsters arrived, 50% of them were dead within a year after being sold to farmers to work the fields.

A few months after the first shipment of children, the first African slaves were shipped to Virginia. Interestingly, no American market existed for African slaves until late in the 17th century. Until then, black slave traders typically took their cargo to Bermuda. England’s poor were the colonies’ preferred source of slave labor, even though Europeans were more likely than Africans to die an early death in the fields. Slave owners had a greater interest in keeping African slaves alive because they represented a more significant investment. Black slaves received better treatment than Europeans on plantations, as they were viewed as valuable, lifelong property rather than indentured servants with a specific term of service.

These indentured servants represented the next wave of laborers. They were promised land after a period of servitude, but most worked unpaid for up to15 years with few ever owning any land. Mortality rates were high. Of the 1,200 who arrived in 1619, more than two thirds perished in the first year from disease, working to death, or Indian raid killings. In Maryland, out of 5,000 indentured servants who entered the colony between 1670 and 1680, 1,250 died in bondage, 1,300 gained their right to freedom, and only 241 ever became landowners.

Early in the 17th century, the headright system, a land allocation program to attract new colonists, began in Jamestown, Virginia as an attempt to solve labor shortages. The program provided acreage to heads of households that funded travel to the colony for destitute individuals to work the land. It led to the sharp growth of indentured servitude and slavery because the more slaves imported by a colonist, the larger the tracts of land received. Promises of prosperity and land were used to lure the poor, who were typically enslaved for three to 15 years. All the while, agents profited handsomely by augmenting their land holdings. Corruption was rampant in the headright system and included double-counting of individual slaves, land allocations for servants who were dead upon arrival, and per head fees given for those kidnapped off English streets.

Purveyors of slaves often worked in teams of spirits, captains, and office-keepers to kidnap people from English ports for sale in the American labor market. Spirits lured or kidnapped potential servants and arranged for their transport with ship captains. Office-keepers maintained a base to run the operation. They would entertain their prey and get them to sign papers until an awaiting ship became available. Spirits and their accomplices were occasionally put on trial, but court records show that they got off easily and that the practice was tolerated because it was so profitable.

The indentured servant system of people who voluntarily mortgaged their freedom evolved into slavery. England essentially dumped its unwanted in the American colonies, where they were treated no better than livestock. Servants were regularly battered, whipped, and humiliated. Disease was rampant, food was in short supply, and working and living conditions were grim. War with local native Indian tribes was common. Severe punishment made escape unrealistic. Initially, running away was considered a capital crime, with clemency granted in exchange for an agreement to increase the period of servitude.

In the 1640s, the transportation of the Irish began. Britain’s goal was to obliterate Ireland’s Catholics to make room for English planters. Catholics who refused to attend a Protestant church could be fined. If they were unable to pay, they could be sold as slaves. Following the end of the English Civil Wars in 1651, English military and political leader Oliver Cromwell focused his attention on Ireland, where the people had allied with the defeated royalists during the conflict. Famine was created by the intentional destruction of food stocks. Those implicated in the rebellion had their land confiscated and were sold into slavery. Anyone refusing to relocate was threatened with death, including children.

Scots were also subjected to transportation to the British colonies for religious differences, as England imposed Anglican disciplines on the Church of Scotland as well. The English army was deployed to break up illegal church assemblies and imprison or deport religious protesters.

Cruelty to servants was rampant. Beatings were common, and the perpetrators, buttressed by juries made up of fellow landowners, were rarely punished for abuse or even murder. In time, efforts were made to improve the lot of servants. Legislation in 1662 provided for a “competent diet, clothing and lodging” and disciplinary measures not to “exceed the bounds of moderation.” Servants were granted the right to complain, but the cruelty continued.

Infanticide by unmarried women was common, as they could be severely punished for “fornication.” The mother faced a whipping, fines, and extra years added to her servitude. Her offspring faced time in bondage as well. If the mother was the victim of a rape by the master, he faced a fine and the loss of a servant but wasn’t subjected to whipping.

Several uprisings in the American colonies awakened slave owners to problems, exposing their vulnerability within the caste-like master-servant social system they had created. In 1676, Nathaniel Bacon, an aristocrat from England who became a Virginia colonist, instigated an insurrection, referred to as Bacon’s Rebellion, that changed the course of white slavery.

Prior to Bacon’s Rebellion, much discontentment existed among servants over seemingly empty promises of land following their periods of indenture. When they were finally freed of their obligations, many found that they couldn’t afford the required land surveying fees and the exorbitant poll taxes.

In 1675, when war broke out with some of the native tribes, Bacon joined the side of the warring settlers and offered freedom to every slave and servant who deserted his master and joined Bacon in battle. Hundreds enthusiastically joined him in the insurgency. When Bacon died suddenly, his supporters fled or surrendered; some were recaptured, put in chains, and beaten or hanged. However, because of the revolt, whites gained rights. Whippings were forbidden without a formal judicial order.

By the early 1770s, the convict trade was big business, more profitable than the black slave trade because criminals were cheap. They could be sold for one third the price of indentured servants. England’s jails were being emptied into America on a significant scale. Additionally, merchants who traded in convicts from England and Ireland received a subsidy for every miscreant transported to America. Up to a third of incoming convicts died from dysentery, smallpox, typhoid, and freezing temperatures. Upon arrival, they were advertised for sale, inspected, and taken away in chains by new masters.

Following the Revolutionary War, the British continued to ship convict labor as “indentured servants” to America. During that time, seven ships filled with prisoners made the journey, and two successfully landed. In 1789, convict importation was legally banned across the U.S. America would no longer be the dumping ground for British criminals. It took another 30 years before the indentured servant trade ended completely.

A well written and well researched historical narrative, White Cargo, does an excellent job of elucidating a forgotten part of our colonial past by telling the story of thousands of Britons who lived and died in bondage before African slaves were transported to the New World. ” end


White Cargo: The Forgotten History of Britain’s White Slaves in America                                    

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America the Ungovernable Swamp



Along with many of my fellow Americans, those I touch base with on social media, Twitter, Facebook, news, we the people who voted for this President are absolutely without a doubt,  fed up.  If the shoe fits, WEAR IT Republican Senators!  That includes you Rand Paul, you Susan Collins, you Mitch McConnell.  SHAME on you!  We get a Republican President who not only knows HOW to work, but, at 70 years old,  has put you all to shame.  What is the matter with you?  You’ve had 8 years.  You sat there doing nothing except complaining, and lining up in your worthless establishment demeanor, whereby, you sound most of the time like the Socialist Establishment left.  You’ve been joined at the hip so long, you don’t  know the difference, and WHO THE HECK IS PAYING YOUR SALARY!  We the people have made you rich, getting NOTHING in return.

Being a “SERVANT” of the people who elected you means you give your constituents what they voted you in office for. Here we have a workaholic President that has an agenda, that is filled with vision, jobs, building America and our defense, infrastructure, and you all grandstand on tv with your mumbo jumbo worthless promises, and you let our President down. You let the people who voted for you down!  You had all these years to get it together, and you still can’t step up to the plate.  Then we have to listen to all Schumer’s threats and see Pelosi panting at the gate hardly able to control herself, waiting for this next election.  Well got news for all you salivating lefties out there, YOU WILL NOT get in…BUT hopefully our GOP obstructionists will be replaced, and that includes  John McCain, even if through health, but for the grace of God.  You, who cozy up to Soros?  We don’t need you.

I feel so sorry for my President.  First he has to listen to all the left wing fake media and all this Russia business.  Does anyone on CNN understand with YOUR ideology we’d be ending up like Venezuela?  Which is just what Soros and the Shadow government and all these groups want.  Reason you all hate President Donald J Trump is he is a self made billionaire.  He  didn’t  marry into it like John McCain.  Nor did he take Saudi money like Hillary’s foundation. He isn’t establishment, like all of you, and the Bush’s either, going back to the Roosevelts. big Inherited money, depending on PACS.  No, he earned it, by knowing how to make a deal, and, now to talk to the average workers like those in construction and hard hats.  So while the left media, and the left Senate and House all cut him down, and his family, we the people have to sit back and see all his vision and promises he wants for us, and our country, be ursurped by a bunch of lazy Republicans, who are just as much obstructionists, as our Socialist, Commies.  What a way to run a country!!

God, I’ve been so upset, today, as most of America, as I stayed glued to Fox.  At 78, its now 3am and I’ve been unable to sleep.  I used to love politics…been an avid political astute gal since my 20’s. My parents were Republicans, and as a child of WWII, I remember vaguely one of my hero’s Prime Minister Winston Churchill, and then General Dwight D. Eisenhower.  A tough man, who got elected President to get us through the Cold War.  Now? All you liberal media fools want to put us back in it.  All this Russia garbage.  So what if the President met and even had lunch with Putin.  Didn’t Reagan have Gorbachev at the White House?  Not only that Stalin helped the US and Brits in WWII against Hitler, and JFK met with Khrushchev.  Why don’t you young liberal fools read history.  Oh, you want to be “famous”.  Worthless is a better word. I see my America going down the proverbial tubes.  Speaking of Reagan, didn’t he deal with not only Gorbachev and Russia, but WORK WITH not AGAINST the dems and Tip O’Neil then Speaker.  Two Irishmen, on different sides of the isle, who became Friends and respected each other.  Get this Republicans in Washington, President Trump didn’t need this.  A billionaire?  God chose him and put this in his heart, because of his vision, and because he loves this country….more than you all!!!

This is no way to govern a Republic. And Senator Schumer, you may think your cute with all your remarks, playing up to your crooked base, with your crooked Obama/Soros shadow socialist/commie government, just wanting to detract, obstruct, and waylay this Presidents agenda. But,  guess what you just may go down defeated to.  We the people  are fed up.  We were fed up with Obama and his Communist/Muslim agenda…we are fed up with all of you. (Not the color of his skin!  We got it.  No one is going to blindside we the people anymore. The gravy train has ended!!!


Lord I cry out to you to convict these obstructionist Republicans serving this nation in Washingon, DC. OPEN their eyes Lord, Open their ears, that they may hear the anguish, of the American people, that I’m afraid will revolt, if they do not  come to their senses soon. We have YOUR CHOSEN MAN, in this WHITE HOUSE, Donald J. Trump, whose heart you Lord, hear and know, whose being prayed on continually with the leading evangelists,  from every mega church in America, and on Christian tv.  Raise these men and women up to LEAD, walk and not faint…to carry on the jobs they were elected to do for this, YOUR  UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, LORD.  GIVE THEM BOLDNESS TO DO WHAT IS RIGHT.  FOR ONE DAY, WHETHER THEY KNOW IT OR NOT, EVERY KNEE SHALL  BOW BEFORE YOU.  EVERYONE WILL BE JUDGED AFTER THAT LAST BREATH, ON THAT JUDGMENT SEAT OF GOD ALMIGHTY, JESUS CHRIST! THE MESSIAH. NAME ABOVE ALL NAMES. IF God be FOR PRESIDENT DONALD  J TRUMP, NO MAN CAN PUT UNDER!

THIS God has been the one chance we were given to make America not only great but proud again. She needs to be fixed, and you all need to be a willing vessel not only to this President but to God Almighty.  We control this Presidency, the House and Senate,  and you have MADE A MOCKERY OF ALL THAT GOD HAS GIVEN YOU.  REPENT….MAKE AMENDS AND WORK …IS THIS WHAT THE FOUNDING  FATHERS DIED FOR?   IT SURE WAS NOT WHAT MY REVOLUTIONARY ANCESTOR, MAJOR EZEKIEL WORTHEN DIED FOR.  YOU HAVE BROUGHT SHAME, INSTEAD OF GLORY TO THIS CONGRESS.  BRASS INSTEAD OF GOLD!



To Rand Paul and Tea Party holdouts; who argue about “true conservatism”.  So what are you going to do with all us elderly and disabled.  Those with “existing” Conditions?   Same question to you young gung ho conservatives and Christians.  Ie “Repeal”?  So let me tell you a story.

My paternal grandmother lost my grandfather Worthen in the 1918 flu epidemic.  She had 3 children, my dad and his two sisters.  There was NO Medicaid, Medicare, or even Social Security back then.  They were poorer than poor. So my grandmother put my father in an orphanage.  They don’t even have orphanages in America anymore.  My Dad was only 13, and it hurt him until he died in 1982.  Back then you got help from family and maybe if you were lucky a church.  1918 was not a very rich  society back then.  My grandmother eventually worked in the textile factory in Manchester, NH.  You know, even in the 50’s we had manufacturing.  We have none now in NH.  My maternal grandfather worked in a shoe factory, after coming here in 1903 from Germany.  My mother would walk 15 miles a day at lunch time taking him his hot lunch pail over to the millyard, and back to school.  Life was hard then. Children had chores to do, not like todays spoiled rotten selfie youth.

So we all put into Social Security, as I too, started working at 15 ½ years old, after school. My dad too, beat all odds, worked his way through the University of NH to become an Electronic’s Engineer. Had a booth on electronic sound in 1939 the year I was born.  By 1948 it was my father, Worthen Labs that brought in the 1st Television, beamed in from  WBZ tv in Boston in New Hampshire.  My photo at 8 years old was in the Manchester Union Leader.  He was a visionary.  He saw somehow what “could be”  JUST LIKE PRESIDENT TRUMP.  HOWEVER, you in Congress cannot take away Medicare  and Medicaid, when we all pay into it out of Social Security, and like it or not, you would REGRESS AMERICA BACKWARD, LIKE A 3RD WORLD COUNTRY, AND AS IT WAS IN MY GRANDMOTHER’S DAY. IN THE EARLY 1900’S.  You can cut back.. But most on Medicaid now are the Muslim influx, especially in Dearborn MI.  Dearborn is like  Beirut right in America.  Men with 4 wives, 20 kids…all on Welfare.  Not to mention Sharia law, little girls getting mutilated.  Women abused. Why don’t you outlaw Sharia, and mutilation?

Then, here’s another of my battles.  GOVERNMENT KILLING SENIORS.  Allowing smoking in Government Funded Senior apartments.  I’m in one subsidized by Rural and  Housing Development, even though last Dec. 2016, a new FEDERAL LAW from HUD (Dr. Ben Carson) was signed and published. (Dept. of Housing & Urban Dev, 24 CFR  Parts 965 and 966,  {Docket No FR 5597-F-03} RIN 2577-AC97 Whereby, Public Housing in ALL states from Dec. 27, 2016, had 16 months to be smoke free in every  Subsidized senior and other apartment complex across America.  I would hope that It covered Rural & Housing which is USDA who does nothing!   NH  also has a state  Law Title XII Public safety and Welfare, Indoor Smoking Act, Section 155: 64. No Smoking in public Government Housing. I have had cancer twice from 2nd hand  Smoke. My late friend and I across my porch had breast cancer surgery within 3 weeks Of each other.  Another woman had a double mastectomy and the landlord put Another smoker across her porch.  She is dying and since had open heart surgery.  I see death all around me from 2nd hand smoke.  DO SOMETHING WASHINGTON!  GET RURAL TO STEP UP  TO THE PLATE. I HAVE FOUGHT THIS BATTLE FOR nearly 11 years!  I’m 78.  AND WHILE YOUR AT IT GET RURAL AND HOUSING TO TAKE ADDED SALT AND SUGAR OUT OF PROCESSED FOODS.  Europe has. What is wrong with America?

Aren’t we seniors Dr. Senator Rand Paul going to be allowed to live our elder years in dignity?  You take a portion of our income out of Social Security, rob the fund it goes into, now you want to take away those with low incomes Food Stamps, and Medicaid that pays Medicare Part B for low income elderly who don’t even live on $1,000 a month.  You want to regress us back to 1918 when my grandfather died in the flu epidemic.  And don’t tell me about insurance companies.  I worked for 3 along the way,  and I’ll tell you they are a racket.   STRAIGHTEN INSURANCE COMPANIES OUT!

Another gripe?  A call for better mental health,  for more psychiatrists, as my youngest son died in 1999, who was bi-polar and a suicide.  We need BETTER MENTAL HEALTH AS GOV. CHRIS SUNUNU has been agonizing over with all the opioid Crisis in NH.   We need shrinks that don’t play footsies in the family court system, but that actually try to help these families. As FINALLY after all these years, the State of NH DCYF and all their crooked graft came to light and they had to fire and clean house. Thank  you Chris.  For when my son blew himself up with 6 sticks of stolen dynamite, and I wrote my first  book trying to shed light all that was wrong, it was then, Governor Jeanne Shaheen, who wrote me a formed letter and my book and my  Complaints went in file 13.  She has never impressed me.  She did nothing then  and she  does nothing now as a us Senator! It’s all about money…money…money.

I hope I brought to light other reasons, concerning Medicaid, Medicare. But Unless a miracle happens, I will no doubt be long home with my Lord, before it all goes anywhere.  Whereas, none of you care one iota!     My word.

Lord, I leave these issues all in your hands.  Amen.  Thank you Lord I’m 78, and wish you take me. This is not my country I grew up in, when we had jobs, manufacturing, vision, character, ethics, and prayer in schools.  My generation were over-achievers, not selfie narcisstic takers.  We were taught respect, ethics, to build CHARACTER, MANNERS, young women to act like “ladies” not whores, and men to step up to the plate and work, not live off their girlfriends Medicaid. I can say or do no more. Please pray, and maybe pass this around…Blessings to all who will listen and  really “gets ” this.  God Bless this President, and God Bless America and SAVE her Lord!

My dad and aunts around 1918

My grandmother Worthen in textile mill, Manchester NH

My Dad E. F. Worthen 1939 NY World’s Fair

1948 First Tv in State of New Hampshire..Worthen Lab




I listened this past month in my church on May 21st to a guest speaker, a Pastor, whose testimony just riveted me.  This young man had been stabbed 37 times by an attacker who broke into his home.  I cannot even fathom that kind of pain, and what he endured then, and later recuperating.  Thank you Pastor Kevin Ramsby for such a powerful testimony.

We see nowadays, violence all around us, in ISIS attacks.  I don’t understand that kind of hate.  I never will.  I’ve seen hates in families, including my own and what I came out of in 1969 from an abusive marriage.  Hate kills, hate destroys, hate robs you of peace, hate will eat you up in illnesses, in stress, and all the while the devil keeps lying to you over and over.  You can reference C. S. Lewis’s “The Screwtape Letters” on Amazon. Scewtape being the devil, telling his friend Wormword, how to lie to us Christians.

“Hate,” Kevin said, “is learned behavior.”  When I see what is going on even today,  once again in Paris, all the London attacks, Christians too being persecuted and beheaded all over the world and another attack in the Philippians, the attacks in Cairo on Coptic Christians, and those beautiful churches being destroyed, I know that God isn’t happy.  I know we are near the end time prophesies. For as I heard on Perry Stone the other night on TBN, his guest a doctor and a man who with a severe heart surgery, was transported to Heaven lying on the operating table.  He saw his sister he never knew existed, died as a child, he saw the Throne of God in bright sapphire blue stone…and most of all he saw the horses…all the horses being trained. You say trained? Yes, trained for the next and last war, Armageddon.  The riders though were not there yet…for they are you and I who will be caught up in the Rapture.  Glory.  Thank you Jesus for I know the time is near.  For all the evil in this world, there is so much to look forward to. For all the Muslims that hate, there are thousands upon thousands getting saved.  And there are also many Jews too finally accepting Jesus as their Messiah, and getting saved in Israel, according to Rabbi Schneider on Daystar.  So much is happening it is mindboggling.

I see friends, acquaintances, with grown children, who won’t bother with them.  Have Facebook friends, that are aging as I am now at 78, very despondent that they cannot get through to their children.  One, friend, has her husband in a nursing home, and she is at times just so despondent and besides herself.  I’m not alone.

The Bible is full of stories.  Joseph in Genesis whose brothers tried to kill him, then settled on selling him in Egypt.  He was his father’s favorite…Joseph and his coats.  Then follows the story while he was in Egypt.  Working for Pharaoh, Pharaoh’s wife came on to Joseph, and lied, putting him in prison.  He had everything against him.  But when the famine hit, his brothers came to Egypt to ask for help, and they didn’t even recognize him as by then, Pharaoh found out the truth, and raised Joseph up.  Then he requested that his brothers bring his father down to Egypt, before he made a decision.  Everyone knows how it ended, forgiving them and reuniting with his father.

We can remember David…Ah…King David, the apple of God’s eye.  But David was a sinner, and committed adultery with Bathsheba, having her husband Uriah killed in war.  The result was God took that first child she bore.  2 Samuel 16:23. Then look at Cain and Able.  Could Cain run from God when he killed his brother Able?  He hid in all the fields…the brush…but God followed him…”Cain..where are you?”  What we see is generational curses at times, which include power and control, and dictate, our behavior.  Which is why Jesus said in Luke:27-28,

“But I say unto you which hear” (refers to the fact that many refuse to hear), “Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you” (begins the most revolutionary lifestyle in the history of man; no religion in the world can remotely compare with this; for instance, compare this with the religion of Islam).

28 “Bless them who curse you” (speak well of), “and pray for them which despitefully use you 29. And unto him who smites you on the one cheek offer also the other “(meant to serve as a principle and not to be taken literally; for example; the Lord, Himself, did not offer Himself to be stricken again John 18:22-23, rebuked the one who struck Him; the principle is that one should not seek retaliation) “and him who takes away your cloak forbid not to take your coat also” )if one demands his rights too loudly, the loss could even be greater.)

  1. Give to every man who asks of you; and of him who takes away your goods ask them
  2. not again.” (Portrays unselfishness, which ought to characterize every Believer.) Parenthesis, Expositors Study Bible.

To follow God, as Kevin said in his book, is “Forgetting what is behind.” Instead you choose a position that puts our opponent ….the past….behind us.  Instead of being led by THEM, he says, it is choosing to LEAD memories instead of being led BY them. Didn’t Apostle Paul keep telling us to press towards the mark?  That mark, is Jesus, the kingdom, perfection in HIM. The writings of Paul Bunyan, uneducated, with so much insight to the Kingdom, when he wrote Pilgrims Progress.  Moses, too, forgave and served, never wanting any glory….always telling the Lord he was not worthy.. Hosea too, forgave his spouse when she betrayed him.

Mark 11:25-26  “And when you stand praying, forgive, if you have ought against any that your Father also which is in Heaven may forgive you your trespasses.  (Implying that the above promises will not be honored, if we harbor unforgiveness, as forgiveness is from the Lord. On our part is predicated on us forgiving others. Unforgiveness breaks down relationships, which destroys the whole program of God; which means your sins will NOT be forgiven by God.)  Parenthesis, Expositors Study Bible.

Consensus?  if you do not forgive those who offended you,  God the Father will not forgive you.  We will all stand on that judgment seat one day!    

Colossians says in 1:14-15 “In Whom we have redemption through HIS BLOOD Even the forgiveness of sins.”   

Romans 8:1 “There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus who walk not after the flesh but after the Spirit.”  

 I tell younger women now to be careful who you fall in love with.  Make sure that man you fell head over heels with  is ordained by God to be your life’s partner.  Men, the same… I saw my ex before I married him, and his violence when it erupted.  I should have known better, but I didn’t.

As for forgiving those who persecute us, as ISIS? Now that’s a hard one I’m working on.  It is very hard.  I can’t imagine these young men being brought up with all this hate since a young child.  No education, learning how to shoot, use a knife to kill.  What an awful existence.  But we here in America who have schools, laws, churches, diversity, and freedoms, should not have homegrown terrorists, either.   However, I don’t really think God expects us to not hold Muslims accountable. Enoch in the Bible was an Arab too, descended from Ishmael, mean, warring, hateful, called the  “hairy one”, and the only one in the Bible God said, “Him do I hate.”  I’m not going to fear the Lord chastising me for rebuking and chastising all these terrorists, who are killing Christians, maiming young little 3 and 5 year old girls, brutally right here in the US,  cutting them with genital abuse.  Nor the honor killings either.  It is brutal..and these people have infiltrated our public schools proselytizing Christians. So I know God does not approve. In other words forgiving terrorists who kill is up to God to judge. (I feel).  They are the extreme, but when we have hates and odds against our family members, neighbors, friends, we are to forgive…period.

Matthew 6:14-15 “For if you forgive men” (it must be the God kind of forgiveness) “their trespasses “(large sins), “your Heavenly Father will also forgive you“(forgiveness rests totally on the Atoning Work of Christ; it is an act of sheer Grace): “But if you forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.” (We must forgive others if we expect it in return.) WHEREBY Pastor John Hagee said, To forgive without expecting a change in conduct is expecting Jesus to CONDONE your behavior! When your pray after abusing your wife/mother, when you pray it hits the net (like a tennis court) and falls to the ground…UNANSWERED! Oh, Lord if only people got this! Amen…

Churches, need to preach the  Bible, gold, not brass.  The Holy Spirit, not artificial smoke on a stage with Praise and worship of the world, flesh.  Go back to Tozer, Spurgeon, C. S. Lewis.  I pray now too for all those who have unforgiveness in their hearts, and ask you Lord Jesus to set your captives free.  Thank you Lord, for all you do in In our lives.   Blessings.

A FIGHT TO FORGIVE, by Pastor Kevin Ramsby



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Forgiveness-The Lords Prayer:

What’s Happening?

Books are sacred and history. The illiterate and ignorant do not respect. That’s what is going  on with the Shiites in Iraq.  Destroying history, artifacts. As an artist, this makes me so  upset.  Do you all know anything about Iraq? Had in my Ancient Civ course in college. Open up to Genesis.  Iraq was the first civilization on earth. Mesopotamia (8,000 BC). In Genesis, it shows Abraham was born in UR. Ur is up where the Tigress and Euphrates Rivers meet. Where he buried his father.  There was a monastery of monks (Christians )way up  north in caves on a high plateau, and after 2,000 years of being there, they had to flee. All these original scrolls and history.  All destroyed by ignorant fools. So SAD! Now Mosul? Mosul was Nineveh in the Bible.  My Bible dictionary says it was the capital of the Ancient kingdom and empire of Assyria. Nineveh is first mentioned in the Old Testament. It was the primitive dispersion and migration of the human race. They were Assyrians constructed by people of Babylonian origin.  Babylon, south of Iraq…The hanging gardens of King Nebuchadnezzar, down near Kuwait. Saddam Hussein in a UPI article in 1989 by the late Peter Jennings said how Saddam was rebuilding.  Archaeologists on PBS have dug up in the desert the intricate canals, which for the first humans on earth was amazing.  Then the Arabs destroyed.

Christians, are you going in the Rapture? Are you truly saved?  If you don’t go in the Rapture, you are going to be here for 7 years of hell on earth. One third of the earth will be destroyed in Armageddon.  When Iran starts going into Israel, God will have earthquakes, sink holes, chaos, all over; and swallow all Israel’s enemies up The Locust John saw in Revelations? Drones! I used to think helicopters, but with new technology? Drones.  We are the whore. And we sure are. Abortion, nudity…all that is happening now around the world. All these Muslims. Now the UK, terrorist attack.  While our liberal judges stop our President’s call to stop immigration?! When the goal of Muslims is to take over all of Western Civilization as they did during the Ottoman Period.  Our fake stupid news media doesn’t know a thing. I’ve emailed and tweeted and they are all buffoons.  They don’t get it.  The only good news what I get…is CBN. Yes, CHRISTIAN news and Jewish news.  And Eric Stakelbeck who now is not with CBN, but CUFI (Christians United For Israel).

North Korea soon will be able to send a missile and wipe out our antiquated electrical grids that are 60 years old, as they had a flop this very week.  Where do parts come from? China.. If our infrastructure and grids aren’t updated? And we’re hit?  Anarchy…The tribulation.  No lights, no food, no gas, no oil, no INTERNET; cars won’t run. Russia, the Bear, Gog and Magog, Moscow. The Leopard China.  The Lion is the UK. The lion is on the British flag.  Since Richard the Lionhearted.  The beast..10 horns…out of which the Anti-Christ will come.  Too complicated? It is the EU.  Talking about the woman, in purples and reds…probably the Vatican. They are still as evil as they were in the 13th-15th  centuries.  They have their own army. They (Rome ) was great and Caesar ruled when they crucified Jesus.  They ran monarchies and made a lot of money. The Church, that rose up after Rome fell was evil. From the Borgia’s to the Medici’s up to 15th century. Borgia was a married man with children to push and connive to make himself a Pope, with all his mistresses.  HOLY? Really?  Then, Mary Queen of Scots, and her half sister Elizabeth from the loins of Henry the 8th.  History is knowledge, for it ALWAYS repeats itself.  It was Henry puffed up in himself, who got sick of the Catholic church, and made himself as King England’s head.   You can then go up to Queen Isabella of Spain, and  how she murdered, and pogamed Jews; which Christopher Columbus, knowing Jesus in his heart, brought to America.  It was Jews who contributed to America and WHY God’s hand was always on her. Because of the Jews and us backing Israel, and us being a once Godly nation. And don’t kid yourself, Bibi Netanyahu has all the best top most sophisticated arsenal and army in all the world.  And Jesus.  They have already got plans drawn up to rebuild the Temple. right next to the Muslim Dome of the Rock, where the wailing wall is. And Trump is going to move our US Ambassador office from Tel a Viv to Jerusalem!  Amen!  That ought to stir up a fight. There was no Palestine.  When God gave that land to Abraham in Genesis 12 and 13, it included what is now called Palestine, as well as Jordan, and half of Syria.  That little land of Israel 10 miles wide  is the greatest controversy from the beginning of time, now, and future, in all the world.  When Jesus comes after the final war, and sets his Kingdom, Heaven will be right over Jerusalem.   Glory…What glory.

Brexit dropped out of EU, and Greece may be next, followed by maybe the Netherlands,(Holland) or Switzerland, who are overrun by Arabs.  These Muslims come from the lineage of Ishmael, Abraham’s servant, his mother, Hagar was an Arab.  Then down the lineage also to Esau. Name Esau meant the hairy one, the one who is unruly and wars.  The only one in the Bible who God said, “HIM “ do I hate!   I can only imagine how God hates George Soros too.  The Hungarian Jew who is Godless, sold God out. Young during WWII, his father changed their name from Schwartz to Soros to escape the Nazi’s.  He lied and said he was a Christian, and helped Nazi’s kill His own people, Jews. That’s how lowlife he is.  All his billions, and he is going to hell. His nephew married to Chelsea Clinton.  Lowlife! How God must hate him. God’s Chosen sold out.  Now, too Iran’s head, is in Russia meeting with Putin.  After this deal Kerry made, and all the money Obama gave to Iran, playing right in the devil’s hands. THAT is why God chose another billionaire, in Donald Trump…and thank God, he is saved.  This is prophecies happening.

Now, THAT was a preface.  From a small paperback book “Israel’s Glorious Future” by Chosen Ministries, I want to share some in depth prophesies of what is coming…Actually what times we are living in.  If it wasn’t for all the technology we have now, it wouldn’t be evident.  I’m not quoting the whole book, but synopsizing.  However, this is what has been prophesied, what age we are living, and the ramifications of all our moves from hereon, will bear out God’s move on this, our planet earth.  And make no mistakes, HIS hand is on my President Donald Trump!  In essence, it is a WARNING.

“In Ezekiel, (the prophet) prophesied the Dry Bones in Ezekiel 37:10, one of the best Known of all the prophecies in the Bible.  It was prophesied not only the return of the Jewish people and those in unbelief, but the reclamation of the Land, and building of other cities. The prophet watched as God caused skin, tendons and flesh to come upon the bones. The prophet was commanded to “Prophesy to them” , and when he did the “four winds from heaven” breathed life into them and they became a vast army of people!  I will bring you Back to the land of Israel” Ezekiel37:12 “

That little land of Israel, from the beginning of time, when God first gave the land to Abraham while he was still in UR  (Northern Iraq), and then called Abram. Then came all the invasions. Turkey invaded, Persia (Iran), but then too Rome, under Caesar.  Poor little Israel. “ But, the prophet Ezekiel gave an additional prophecy concerning Israel and the events that lead to the Tribulation And to the completion of Daniel’s vision of the final seven years.  He states:   After many days you will be summoned; in he latter years you will come into the land that is restored from the sword, whose inhabitants have been gathered from many nations, to the   mountains of Israel which had been a continual waste; but it’s people were brought out from the nations, and they are living securely, all of them (Ezekiel 38:8)”

By 1948, it was the Brits that had occupied Israel.  But through the dream of Theodore Herzel, Harry Truman then our President, remembered his mother’s Bible teachings, and signed a bill forcing the UN and UK giving Israel back to the Jews.  It must be said that it was not the Israelis intent to provoke their Arab neighbors to war.  In  1947, the Jewish settlers were willing to accept the UN’s plan to “partition Palestine.” However, the Arab world was not willing to accept such a partition. In 1948, when Israel was declared a state and the nation of Israel was proclaimed a state Israel was immediately attacked.  The Arab world sought to destroy Israel through armed economic boycott.  The media from then on, put all the Arab propaganda in war, portraying Israel as a mighty Goliath of the Middle East, bullying a tiny David, the Palestinian people?!  The Jewish population has increased to over 6,000,000.  This means nearly 50% of the 13,000,000 Jews living in the world are now living in Israel. Let’s not forget the 6 day war either.

Once again it should be noted there has never before been such a large re-gathering of the Jewish People in all of Israel’s history.  When the Assyrians took the northern tribes of Israel captive in 721BC, a small number returned to the land but the majority remained in captivity.  When the Babylonians took the southern tribes of Israel into captivity (606 BC to 586 BC) only a small remnant returned.  The greater numbers of Jewish people remained in the expansive Babylonian, Persian (Iran), Grecian, Egyptian and Roman empires.  From the time of the Roman conquest of Israel to the time of the signing of the Balfour Declaration in 1917, only small remnants returned. “  Who are the Arabs and where did they come from? “The seed of Ishmael and Esau, which Ezekiel included as the descendants (Arabs and Palestinians) in his prophesy concerning Israeli return to the land.  God’s promises and covenants with Abraham and Hagar extended the right of occupancy in the land to the descendants of Ishmael and of Esau, as well as to the descendants of Isaac.  However, the right to occupy the land was contingent upon obedience to the God of Abraham.   (See too Isaiah 21:1-17) “

The Rise of Islam:  As desolation engulfed the land, poverty fell upon the inhabitants of the land.  The spiritual bankruptcy within Judaism and organized Christianity created a spiritual vacuum that swept over the Middle East. In 611 AD ,recognizing this void, a decedent of Ishmael and Esau named Mohammad had gained a large following to his new religion [Aislam-Moslem], and he and his disciples waged a holy war [hejira] against the city of Medina.  Two years later, in 624 AD, they waged a holy war on Mecca and captured the city.  Within a few years, Mohammed and his followers were able to capture and convert to Islam the entire Arabian peninsula. By the end of the 11th century AD, Mohammad and his band of followers had captured all of the Middle East, northern Africa, and parts of Europe, including Spain, making Islam the religion of those areas.  As the religion of Islam spread, so did the Arabic language and culture.  (Remember 611 AD was after Jesus crucified, and rose again. As the first Pope Gregory was some 500 years after as well.)

Islam was filling the spiritual void created by the failed attempts of Judaism and organized Christianity.  The Koran was written with Ishmael’s name replacing the names of Isaac and Jacob where Scripture records God’s promises to Isaac and Jacob.  Had Mohammad and his followers known the Scriptures better, they would have known of  God’s promise that the Decendants of Ishmael and of Esau would become a great and powerful nation (see Genesis 16:7-16, 17:20, 21:12-21.  Moslem control of the city of Jerusalem enraged both the Christian world and Jewish world. Neither could believe that God would allow such a thing to happen. From 1099 through 1184AD, the leaders of Europe and Britain organized crusades to liberate he Holy land from the infidels.  But in their quest to conquer the land of Israel for Christianity, (then Catholic Church) the Crusaders only further ravished it.  Although they were successful in their capture of Jerusalem, they could not continue their conquests.  In 1187 AD, Saladin recaptured Jerusalem, putting an end to the Crusader control of the city and land of Israel.   From 1187 AD to the beginning of this century  (c1900), except for the year 1537AD, when Sultan Suleiman he magnificent embellished the Dome of the Rock and built huge walls around the city of Jerusalem, the city and he land continued to become more desolate.  Concurrently, the power and prestige of the Arab world declined.  (Ottoman Empire, from mid 1300’s)

In 1917 the British & Winston Churchill, (why Obama returned that bust to UK) conquered Jerusalem and the Arab world was divided into lands and kingdoms as determined by Britain and the Western powers. Israel’s rebirth and the momentum of its rapid growth as a recognized nation and world power created opportunities for the Arab world to also gain in strength and power.  The world’s need for oil transformed the Arab countries from poverty-stricken backward areas into a league of nations now among the wealthiest and best equipped military powers in the world. Whereby, we are now in Ezekiel 38 & 39.  Ezekiel lists the countries who will invade Israel, and thus usher in the Tribulation.  He states: “Persia, (Iran) Ethiopia, and put with them, all of them with shield and helmet; Gomer with all its troops; Beth-togarmah from the remote parts of the north…Ezekiel 38:5-6.  He also prophesied of a larger involvement of nations called Gog of the land of Magog, led by the prince of Rosh..(Russia, Syria, now!)  In Isaiah 54:17 Gog and Magog, invading Israel from the north (Russia, the bear in Revelations) , and the surrounding Arab nations, invading from the south and east as well.

Nearly 2,000 years have passed since the disciples watched Jesus ascend into heaven and since they heard the voice of he angel telling them He would return to stand upon the Mount of Olives (see Acts 1:11-12) compare with Zechariah 14:4.  The Good news message that salvation is a free gift to all (Jews who have the Covenant and Gentiles, us born again Christians) because of Jesus death, burial and resurrection has spread throughout he world.  The times of the Gentiles is being fulfilled.  (Luke 21:24)  Jerusalem was trampled underfoot by the Romans and by other nations, and Christianity hi-jacked actually, by the Catholic Church after they lost their hold on Israel, and Rome fell. And the Israeli army was able to capture and liberate the city in June 1967.  The nation is now Celebrating Jerusalem’s 3000th year anniversary!  Scripture from Revelations, is very specific about the final desecration of Jerusalem, during the last 3 ½ years of the Tribulation (See Revelations 11:1-2, Daniel 9:26-27, Zechariah 12:2i-13.)”

So when you watch the news, and see all the slaughter and rapes by Muslims throughout the world, Europe, Africa, mid-east, and now Canada, ask yourself, do we want here in the US?  If you’re a Christian, are you bought by the blood at the CROSS?  Do you know that you know your saved and going to Heaven.  Are you harboring secret hates, or unforgiveness?  The Rapture is coming soon, as everything in the news, points to prophesy, and what is coming.   Whereby, I am asking you to really look within your heart, as Jesus said, to see if there be any wicked ways in me.  Then ask the only one who counts for forgiveness. If you have odds against anyone? Go to them, pick up your phone, and tell them your sorry.  That is repentance.  God will not forgive you if you don’t forgive others.   Are you ready for the Rapture?  I hope so.I pray for the salvation of every reader. Amen.

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The Coming Fourth Reich, From Here To Eternity by Pastor John Hagee:                                            











Living With Pain

I am going to touch on the subject of suffering  and living in pain, that is not mentioned much, if at all in churches today.  I was brought up as a young child, in a Congregational church, and the salvation message was never preached.  Then after my Dad died in FL in 1982, another divorce (the last) and a 3 year old, I went down on my knees and asked Jesus in my heart.  By the time I got back home to NH in 1982, and probate in 2 states, God put me in a Charismatic church in 1984, where I had been blessed beyond compare for 15 years or more, with miracles, teachings, signs and wonders, and the most awesome move of God, I could ever imagine.  I was so hungry, and couldn’t get enough of Gods Holy word.

Someone said to me once not too long ago how I wrecked my life having gone through divorces, deaths, pain.  But, I have this to say to this person. When I got saved in 1982, I FOUND MY LIFE.  MY LIFE BEGAN AGAIN ALL NEW!  Those in my past? GOD removed.  Even to some related by marriages, or phony friends I had then.  The Christian friends God put in my life, from 1984 when God put me at my old Faith Christian Center, with the huge letters over the door, “Enter His Courts With Praise”, were a miraculous gift from God.  The same people STILL in my life, now 35 years later.  Without them in my life, my prayer warriors, my friends, my brothers and sisters, who I have prayed with, laughed, cried with, have ALWAYS been there all these years.  Unlike those of the “world” who are your “fair weather” friends, who only love you when it benefits, them, or backstab you, or always bring up the past, which is under the blood.  No, I FOUND MY LIFE…I died in Christ Jesus, and he made me anew, so that I can share with you, the reader, as a witness, how much HE loves you. As Saul on the road to Tarsus, a murderer, a slave trader, when he went down on the road, from the awesome blinding light of Jesus, he died.  When he came up again, he was a changed man, to be Apostle Paul, the greatest evangelist who ever lived. Acts. As C.S. Lewis said, too, we have to die before we “die”. For, I am nothing, He and HE ALONE gives me life, so that I can have what comes out of me, rivers of flowing waters.  Thank you Jesus, for all you have done for me.

My childhood life, my first 18 years, were too, joyous, and my mother and father, gave me such a blessed childhood.  My church, then had never taught the salvation message. My childhood was a joyous happy one.  Then came young womanhood, and marriages that never should have happened, as I picked the wrong men in my life young.  I suffered the death of my first baby at 3 mos., and my last son in 1999, who was bi-polar and a suicide.  Those were the years of deceits, beatings, threats, and hates, because I went away from my upbringing, and was a backslider, not following my Lord.  They were my hardship years of divorces.  But, my Jesus never forsook me.  He was always there, just waiting for me to come down on my knees, and ask Him to forgive me.  I gave up my worldly life, back in 1982, to give my life over to my Jesus, for I knew that only HE could lead me.  My life BEGAN that day, when I died before I died, on my knees, after my Dad just died, in FL  Thank you Lord Jesus, for your love for me, for your hand on my life, for all you have done.  Amen.

Yes, I have known pain. Do I believe in healing? Yes, emphatically…YES!  However, I do not believe God heals everyone.   As Apostle Paul who asked  Jesus, “why don’t you heal me Lord,” and Jesus said, “My grace is sufficient.”

When my 19 year old son died, so horrifically, suffering with bi-polar as his father, he blew himself up with 6 sticks of stolen dynamite.  How I grieved for him.  I ended up crying for weeks so convulsively that I brought on a mini stroke. I did not call 911, and I do not advise doing what I did, but I was so heartbroken, I didn’t care.  I couldn’t help him, couldn’t get other agencies, doctors to help him, I was so devastated.  When I ever heard the police steps coming up my stairs to tell me they found his body, I let out a curdling scream.  But, one thing? I was then grounded in Christ, and knowing my BJ was saved at 11 on 8/2/91, I never once asked, why? I knew why.  He was sick and needed help he didn’t get. There is nothing worse than a parents pain in losing a child. Nothing!

I am always learning, studying, seeking, in the word.  The Wierrsbe’s book, “Comforting the Bereaved”, and a chapter on Suicide, helped me tremendously. So did reading the word, and also C. S. Lewis’s “Mere Christianity”. In it he wrote a chapter I have blogged here, “How does God Judge Us”.  The link is on here below, and it is a very interesting analysis on our psyche, and how God created us in all of our infirmities too.  Some like my son, through Chromosome 18, Bi-polar, others born with deafness, blind, or carry a gene that will lead to an illness later on in life. Parents have had to deal with this since eternity.  I had a friend for years, a woman, Arlene, who had 3 children, but two girls of the 3 were born with down syndrome.  Periodically, through the years, I would run into Arlene, and when the oldest was in her 40’s she was by then bad off and in a wheel chair.  Arlene? She had more faith than any woman I ever saw.  Once way back I visited her, and she had a sprained back, bedridden, like a top Lieutenant , had agencies there to take care of her girls, cook, (and for her husband), a Bible on her bed next to her and the phone book and a couple of Christian books.  Arlene NEVER wavered.  All these years I have thought of her repeatedly, and God would have me pray for her.  We never know young, what we will have one day to endure.  And I heard today on Faith, Hebrews 11.  By Faith… Faith..Noah built that ark…on and on….FAITH!

When I was at the charismatic church God put me in 1984, it was the time of an unbelievable move of God carried over from the 70’s into the 90’s.  We had so many guest evangelists, and a church of over 4,000 at times.  I was thrown down by the move of the Holy Spirit on that church carpet so many times…shaking in Holy Ghost power of the Lord dealing with me, sometimes healing. I was so hungry for Jesus.  After one camp meeting, I was so drunk in the spirit of Christ, that I was shaking all the way home, (sometimes with the spirit of laughter-joy) and we were at church in lines until 1 AM.   I remember having God translate me out of body in my sleep that night.  I looked down to see the bed and room. I heard the whirring of the rushing Holy Spirit, like the wind Elijah experienced after his battle with Jezebel.  I saw Benny Hinn, back then in Massachusetts 3 nights in a row.  When he prayed with a coliseum of 25,000 born again Christians in the place, and when he said hush, you could hear a pin drop and there was a cloud over the ceiling in that place the Holy Spirit was so thick. All these tongue speaking praying Christians.  What glory!  Heaven is going to be filled with music and the Holy Ghost; if you can’t take the supernatural here? You won’t make it there.

But, my back in all those prayer lines and all my degenerative discs, and 40 years of sprains, and osteoporosis, pain, even being paralyzed and hospitalized, God never healed my back.  He healed me home alone of my mini stroke, of asthma, with the most horrific allergies, and hay fever as a child.  He healed me too of cancer not once but twice; an ovarian tumor 22 ctm. and stage 1 breast cancer from 2nd hand smoke.  Healed!  Eye surgeries, including a detached retina, healed.  My back? Spine? As Jesus told Paul, “My grace is sufficient.”  And that is what I have settled on.

I’ve even had a pastor way back, tell me I didn’t have enough faith. Oh yes I do!  But I know God wants me humble.  He is using me, in my old age, but, he does’t want me “puffed up” with pride, but, giving HIM ALL THE GLORY! (Proverbs, boast not thyself, but let another do it.) And that I do continually.  I am nothing but a vessel.  I only give you the reader, what God gives me.  So recently I have watched John Ankerburg, Joni Erickson Tada, and Michael Easley.  I cried.  Who am I to complain, when this beautiful young woman, a quadraplegic totally crippled, dependent, yet a light of Jesus.  So I thank you Lord, for keeping me going. Please play these the Biblical verses.  If you are suffering, you are not alone.  God loves you..You are earning many crowns, our mansions lie ahead.

Joni on Ankerburg:

James 1:2-4 Grace, Mercy, and Peace, from God our Father and Jesus Christ our Lord.

Ephesians 2:8-9 For by GRACE are you saved through FAITH, and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God.

Romans 3:23, 6:23, 5:8  For we have ALL sinned and come short of the Glory of God, etc.

Romans 8:18-28 For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us…….Because the creature (Creation) itself shall be delivered from the bondage of corruption into the glorious liberty of the Children of God.

So be blessed and do not give up your faith,  One day down…one day closer to Heaven…..Thank you Jesus.  We don’t understand Gods ways, and whys..but, that is what FAITH is..the unseen.  God Bless you all in need.  I do hope this helps.  Who am I to ever complain, when there are so many in far worse situations.  If God can use them?  He can use you and I, for we have no excuse….We are to glorify Jesus no matter what state we find ourselves..One day closer to Heaven.  Blessings…

“If your not suffering, your not witnessing JESUS!” With this, that God poured out in me, has been such joy…unspeakable joy”.  

(Artistis interpretation of Heaven as it will appear over Jerusalem, one day soon….from an “old” Evangelist magazine from the 80’s.)